Long Distance

Tonight signals the start of probably the longest summer of my life. I had to say goodbye to Zac and watch him drive away to his internship in L.A. In almost 4 years of marriage, we have only been apart for 3 nights. I really don't know how I am going to do it this summer. I am afraid of the dark, I hate being alone and I am terrified of missing him too much.Yes, I am being a bit dramatic. I still get to see him every weekend, for which I am so happy for! I don't know how those women do it that say goodbye to their spouses for months. I couldn't do it. I get to see Zac on Friday and I am being such a baby about it. My goal this summer is to enjoy all of it. Even all of my alone time. It is going to be hard, but I know I can do it. I am trying to not dwell too much on the fact that I am also car-less this summer, which is something that hasn't happened to me since I turned 16. So, I think I will be getting to know my bike and public transportation a little better this summer as well. So this summer I will have two new friends! One, my bike/bus and two, my teddy bear who now has a somewhat permanent (until September excluding weekends) spot on my bed.